|*Christmas Day*|

Yet another stay home Christmas Day for me..sigh.. Oh well..I slept till 2pm..lolx.. Xmas day with no phone..such a gud timing huh..grrr.. Feel disabled..Anywayz..My grandma and aunt is in S'pore at my hse..hahazZ.. got my only Christmas presents from them..which was what I needed=D

2 of my cousins are staying over for a few days..darn..now my hse so noisy..-.-..geez,
can't do my stuff in peace..lolx..Oh well..for a few days..lolx..Anywayz..might be going to school soon hahazZ..=p..Siam arh!! lolx..*so bad*

|* Christmas Eve*|

I had I think my most busy Christmas Eve. Went to my Fren's hse b4 going to Chevron for carolling. Sing so much yet I drink so little water..wah seh...lolx.. Sung at the main lobby initially.After break we went up to the disco pub to sing.. Choir and A capella. Perhaps more people listening would be better.. hmm..=x After everything,I ate a quite meal,den rush back home..put my things and left for church.. Tiring lo.. More singing in church..hahahazZ.. Was day-dreaming during Homily..guilty..lolx.. coz tired ma..plus not enough sleep for the pass few days. Went home after mass..it was like 1+ le lo..den chatted on the fone till 4am den slp..

[I'm was surprised to see you,but the Shocking thing is you saw me in tt choir dress..FaInTz-.-Darn Paiseh,tt's why nvr talk to you..=\]

|* GL chalet*|

GL chalet was gr8 although I started off with a bad note,Plus I think I missed out the greatest fun which happens on the 2nd night bah.. Unfortunate though..coz was bz. Slacked on the beach,talking crap,singing,dozing,watching the sky,missed a shooting star..haiz..darn..enjoying the peacefulness..and day dreaming..thought a lot.. I realised that during the night is not cold..it's during sunrise that the temperature is cold. Went cycling on the 1st night,Butt pain,tire out my thigh..lolx..was great workout though..haha..

[Was disappointed coz some things didn't happen..oh well..maybe it just wasn't meant to be..Dun make me confuse yea..darn..-.- getting more and more complicated..=\]

|*Unlucky*|

Went to Chalet,left my stuff there and went to NPfor CCA.After tt met my bro at gr8 world,took cab to East Coast chalet. I left my fone in the cab la..wth..my gudness..worse of all, the fella after us took the fone..damn.. the fone not mine lo...den i hung my stone on the fone la..wth..sad-ed. Heart Pain.. sigh.. my Sony Ericsson got no batt..coz charger spoil..haiz..den now using pre paid card till I get my dad return and get the replacement SIM card..den i'll haf my no. back. Sigh..

[mY pReciOus Stone is Gone..I miSs iT..Heart Boken..Will my Charm be gOne toO.?]

|*19th Dec 05*|

Went to sch in tha afternoon to do LD proj.. Progress is ongoing..not bad la..buddenz i can be a lil confuse..paiseh arh..=\ Catch up yea..till we meet up and complete everything..

Went running after I reached home..thought it'll rain but didn't..wahhaahzZ..Ran 5 rounds for 1/2hr non stop..cool eh..improve liao..well..muz a least keep up to this current standard..hahazZ!
I realise that after running for 1/2hr straight my legs don't feel like stopping...though my body is tired.. Coz if start walking rite..den like wobbily..lolx.hmm..i think muz cool down 1st bahs.

|*18th Dec 05*|

Went walk walk again...this time with my mom..lolx.. Bought my long skirt from This Fashion,den went to find accessories...heeee... Bought a necklace,bracelet and a pair of earring from Far East Plaza..so cool sial..yessh got wat i wanted..Now muz search for other stuffs.. keke..=x Like spend 1/2 of my savings liao...wah piang..-.- so well..at least i know wat kinda sales there are..kekex... den see wat i can get lo..bleahz..=p

|*17th Dec 05*|

Went orchard walk walk with Merz juz now...trying to find black long skirt and a matching black top. Thought I'll be able to find it ma..but onli 1 I like buddenz a bit ex..40bucks..-.-" I'm fussy so the rest..hmm..dun like lo...=\ After Merz left, I went to Causeway pt and West mall to continue my search.. Found out that West mall has more things..mainly becoz This Fashion has them..LOLx..geez.. den now is got quite a few, dunno which 1 to get..so didn't buy anything today...=\ but haf the idea already la.. Walk till my foot ache..paiseh arh Merz,thnx for ur patience.. I'm fussy..=x Well hopefully I'll get what I need plus others stuffs that I want.. muahaha.. nvr been outing window shopping for 7wks liao..now muz do some catching up yea=D

|*17th Dec 05*|

Went orchard walk walkwith Merz juz now...trying to find black long skirt and a matching black top. Thought I'll be able to find it ma..but onli 1 I like buddenz a bit ex..40bucks..-.-" I'm fussy so the rest..hmm..dun like lo...=\ After Merz left, I went to Causeway pt and West mall to continue my search.. Found out that West mall has more things..mainly becoz This Fashion has them..LOLx..geez.. den now is got quite a few dunno which 1 to get..so didn't buy anything today...=\ but haf the idea already la.. Walk till my foot aching..paiseh arh Merz,thnx for ur patience.. I'm fussy..=x Will hopefully I'll get what I need plus others stuffs that I want.. muahaha.. nvr been outing window shopping for 7wks liao..now muz do some catching up yea=D

|*8th Dec' 05*|

Conducted prac for the past 2 wks. Kinda bad at conducting warm ups,i think. Not sure why..hmm..maybe I don't know how to explain? Anywayz, going through the songs are not too easy either. Muz listen, take notes, can be quite stress.hahazZ. But then when I'm able to conduct and make the song sound like the way it should be, the feeling is very gud la..whoosh..keke =p

|*2nd Dec 05*|

Ouch manz...my legs seriously hurts... Can't walk down the stairs properly la..-.- my legs will wobble..Generally it's the thighs and knees tt's giving me trouble..grrrr.. Don't think i'll be able to run during the weekend...=\ sighx..

Something isn't turning out well...it's seriously wrong...but i dunno wat?!confused..big qn mark.. ?!

|*1st Dec 05*|

Sighz....Really got no time to post nowadays..Really busy with projects,assignments and CCA this semester,juz got a hectic schedule..=\ Juz end up really Tired and stress..

Yesterday my games grp planned the games for gl training la.. planning was not bad arh..but it's executing the games tt's challenging..-.- darn stress..lolx.. time control.. the main problem. Didn't do campus run coz was going to rain,but it didn't..-.-" den muz do circuits..pengz.. after tt still run a few rds on the track...buay ta han..=\ After t we go prepare the stations,carrying our stuffs to the destination...heavy stuff..darnx... Plus it was geting late,so muz cut short the timings for every game and still muz make it fun,sighx..

After everything ended, I feel kinda down la...think i panic lo...den cannot think straight,plus under pressure..dun think I make a gud game-master,coz I can't really handle it properly..Darn tired in the end..wanted to go eat budden see the time I rather go home sleep..plus I really no energy liao..=\

[Becca's disappointed + sad]

|*16th Nov' 05*|

2nd semester have started, and it seems that the days are going pretty fast..arh!!! After a few weeks, I'm running on deadlines,project due dates, meetings and more on the way.. new songs to learn and memorise, new songs to learn. Bleahz.. My brain is on working mode le.. hopefully it'll work smoothly real soon.. On tues I 4got to wear covered shoes when I rmbr to bring my labcoat..my gudness..lolx.. geez..wat was I thinking manz..-.-

Sigh...something hasn't been turning well.. trying not to put my emotional baggage in front of me.. lolx.. =]

|*1st Nov '05*|

Wah...sunday went a capella..den realise i starting to haf fever...den left halfway...sad leh..zzz.. Went home sleep lo...37.9 degrees celcius.. Slpt den woke up the next morning..went to school lo.. was ok during the early hours la...but den the fever coming back lo... When to NPS clubhse..play cello awhile..den discussing whether to go out a not..since i sick i won't go la..lolx.. Went home slp...measure 37.4 degrees celcius.. Lucky today holiday..can rest.. I slpt from 6pm yesterday till 10am tis morning...woke up 3 times,toliet break and drank some water.. den this morning no fever liao..but got Diarrhoea..sad-ed lo... Afternoon went to BPP buy contact lens..hee..after tt come back haf lunch..drink so much water..like darn full le lo..didn't finihs my lunch,..den decided to go slp.. Slp le den woke up...run to toliet...got diarrhorea again..*pIangz*.. ate plain teochew porridge..sick person meal..hee.. den eat the diarrhorea medicine..den now ok le.. *pHew* Tmr IS... 4hrs.. lucky no GL training tmr..heng arh.. I still feel kinda weak lo..face pale as usual.. -.-.. 1st week of school like tt nia...dotx..

|*30th Oct '05*|

Wah..Family Concert was a blast!! heee...nice nice...the ambience not bad too.. got Rose somemore.. lolx Took pics in backstage,den chat chat chat lo..den After the whole thing we all went to K.A.P la..haha..kinda chase away those studying..haha..=x Eat arh...den talk crap,take pics...Reach home at 12am...Tired..!!~~Watch scoccer...unfortunatele Man Utd lost 1-4 Middlesbrough...wth..

|*BUSY*|

WAH!!!!..SO BZ CAN!!!... THough it's the last week of holidays...buddenz...my hours are all jam pack!..got rehearsals for NPS family concert on Sat...den going out with my TARA campmates...den need to MEMORISE the christmas songs for a capella by Sunday!!!...i haven even learn the whole song la...still got a few to learn... Den my frens got bbq and concert..my gudness..i really 1 to go for the bbq and concert...buddenz it flals on the same night..nvm..i can't go anywayz..muz memorise my songs....too bz...BIG SIGH...sorry ya...next time ya...Hopefully i'll be free bah...*Prays*.. Everythings overlapping each other...haiz...will I really hope tt every1 will do their part for family concert this Sat night kays..!! muz make every performance we do to the best!!..=D JIAYOU NPS!!!!

Tokyo Tower @ nite! 

Ferris Wheel @ nite in Yokohama 

Mickey's Calender 

Me at 1 of Mickey's piano. lolx! 

Halloween Mickey & Me! 

me at Mickey's hse door 

Mickey's hse wardrobe. 

Bro & I wif Mickey! 

Bro & I wif Pooh Bear! 

Castle Forecourt & Stage 

|*Back from Japan*|

Returned to S'pore tis morning at 1++. Met with a few sessions of turbulence..lolx.. Anywayz... Overnight flight quite tiring arh..Came home unpacked quickly den Sleep le.. lolx.. Couldn't wake up for mass today...=x Didn't really blog much when I was there...coz it's either no time to use of it's occupied..zzz-.-

The 2nd week there was a blast la...coz my dad's on leave le..den he brought us around to many places of interest..heee.. Went to Tokyo tower, Tokyo Disneyland,Hakone(the place where u can find many hot springs and see Mt Fuji),Yokohama and places near my dad's apt lo.. Walk a lot down there..the pple also walk a lot..haha.. juz go 1 city or town 1 day can le...so big and many places to see.. Plus I realised that everywhere u go there's 1 level with all the eateries...and also Vending machines!!! lolx..juz scared no money onli lo..hahaha..

It's Autumn now la..starting to turn cold.. rainy days too.. but den sometimes it's juz plain warm lo.. but it's atmosphere is dry.. coz my skin is dry!!=\ Couldn't find any suitable clothes to buy la...coz mostly long sleeves shirts..and autumn clothes lo..and horx!! Japanese women very skinny 1 lo...wth.. the jeans down there like so small..sad-ed...very nice leh!..lolx..think is i dunno where to find bah..lolx.. The shopping centres all very ex 1..can find those branded stuff that S'pore dun haf.. so most of the time i go to their underground mall.. Every big train station there'll be a mall.. cool rite..it's like citylink mall juz tt it's A LOT BIGGER!The house door like onli 2m tall lo.. and den the space damn small la.. the walls are not cement...dunno wa tla...can pin stuff de..haha.. There's loads of things to see in Japan la.. dunno what to write le..haha...

Tmr going Johor for LTC camp.. tired nia..lolx.. tat for now..=D

|*9th'Oct'05*|

Finally ate Ramen today...muahaha..so nice!! Still can't find my Takopachi and Sushi(as in eating in a sushi bar)..Went up to Tokyo Tower today...onli went up to 150m..nvr go up to 250m though..:( The Tower is so nice la...at night!! whoohoo!!..the Night view of the Japan skyline even nicer sia...haha.. Bought a few stuff from the Gift shops...hee..

|*8th Oct 05*|

Took a trip down to the city of Yokohama..bought some food for the walk to the promenade..reach le den eat...enjoy the view..took pictures of the Rainbow bridge.. After that...took a walk to Cosmo World! That's where the Ferris Wheel is..it's 125m tall..at the top can see the City view of Yokohama..nice nice..haha..but didn't play the rollar coaster and all la...dun look fun enough..lolx..=x Den continue to walk to the harbour..Actually a passenger terminal...very nice...can see the ferris wheel very clearly from there....the night view best la..haha...and den there's a patch of carpet grass...can lie down and enjoy the scenary, but the grass is ticklish la..hahaha!! Took lotsa pics la..and den walk a lot la!!!... Pass by the Yokohama Stadium on the way back to the train station,had baseball game inside.Walk a lot in Japan arh..haha..!

|*23rd Sept 05*|

Came back from Music camp yesterday...damn tired...coz of GL training on wed...arh!! lolx..Music camp was quite fun la...though the games horx...quite confusing lo.. but i got nausea and headache den cannot play.. Anywayz...I still think the no. of practices not enough la... we play too much..lolx.. Thrid night most pple ton la...sadly I didn't have the stamina which I had during SUFOC la...sad-ed... ard 2+ I was learning guitar lo...den the other pple watching the maid.. Actually b4 that I was kinda bored la...but den dun feel like sleeping coz not sleepy ma.. Den the guitar pple took out their guitars and play lo...den i was like.. Can I play my Cello too? but den it's big and can drown the guitars la..so..haiz.. den I ask my senior teach me guitar lo.. Managed to learn a few chords la.. so happy..hahaha!! buddenz now no guitar to prac...scared like last time 4get how to play arh...I dun 1 !!! =(

-Tired-

|*16th' Sept' 05*|

Yaay!!!! Finally exam over!!!!Can Play,Slack,Chill...whooo!!! 6 Weeks somemore...muahahaha!!!! Today's paper wasn't a blast la...though I think it blasted my brain...=/ Anywayz..There's no possib;e way to Study everything in TXP la...mad le arh..100 plants can die can!!! Anywayz..it's over.. Juz pray for gud result..I DID study kays!!
After exam when to Orchard with my 4 other frens.. go eat den go walk walk... went to heeren.. Saw lu jiang and zong qing in HMV..filming 'Yuan lai jiu shi ni'(Variety show). They looking for male candidates lo.. hahahazZ.. Walk till leg tired.. sit down chat chat..ard 4+ we left for home lo.. den at the Heeren x-junction saw mr kuek! LOLx..so surprise sia..tot he juz came out from Califonia fitness...no la..he going for gym training.
Chat chat for a while lo..hahazZ.. den he go liao..haha.. so surprised sia!!LOLx.. Now calk aching sia..dotx..Too long nvr walk in orchard road arh..haiyo!! zzz..

|*26th'Aug'05*|

Did my Chem prac test today.. Titration..haiz..hope the results are ok...zzz.. Anywayz..I realised that I may not have time for work during my vacation!! But I want to work!!! grrr... got 2 camps to go..music camp on the evening of my b'day..still thinking if i shld go anot.. den I might be going for a holiday,den 2 weeks later got LTC at Johor. Haiyoz.. How?? I want to earn some extra cash..=s

|* 24th Aug '05*|

Went for S & W as usual, but I was 5mins early..lolx. Coach says tt it'll be the last lesson today, so we are going to do endurance swim, aiming for 60laps(3km). I shocked arh..coz it sounded so impossible to me. Plus it's within 2hrs. Only 2 pple were on time, so we waited for the rest. Then coach say dun wait liao,start swimming. I started 1st lap with freestyle,no energy.. den do breaststroke instead lo.. A few laps later I did freestyle again, nearly didn't make it, so I swam breastbroke all the way lo.. Started off with 2 laps in 5mins,den graduately 2 laps in 3mins. Those who swam for 60laps complete le..left me with a few laps to go.. Though last 1 to finish, I still manage to complete it in the end! My gudness! Nvr would have I imagine myself to complete 60laps(3km) in 1hr 55mins.What an achievement for me!! After that morning swim, I became darker again..lolx. Since i've gained some stamina,maybe I shld start running a bit..hahazZ..

|*20 Aug ' 05*|

Wao..time flies... it's been a long time since my last post. Been very busy with CCAs and studies. Sometimes just too tired to sit in front of the comp to post or play. I've skip my Cello prac for quite a few times le... Hope to get back soon. Had a tests these few days, hope I've done well. Failed mt P.A.M prac test, coz I didn't finish my 'slide'.=/ So I have to study hard from now on till exam finish. I have tests every week till exam..stress...

Quite a number of things i didn't have time to update here. My 1st LSCT GL training. I had to skip my S&W attachment for it,tt means 2 make up classes.LOLx,doesn't matter la. The training was OK la..but i prefer the 2nd training though..We played games, get to know each other and it is very daring kind..lolx! 2 days ago, we had a rehearsal for our performance for LSCT Staff & Student day,we had to sing 'At the Beginning',I think the soloists are hmm..out of tune.I don't know whether if they are trying to do their own harmony or they're just plain out of tune,I'm sorry but it really sounded weird.=/ They'll have to work on it knoe.

I left rehearsal early for a capella prac. Teacher ask each of us to sing 'It came upon midnight clear' alone in our own style. For me,she said I am very operatic.zzz.. Well, I was trained that way so..maybe it's has made it's root in me,but singing it in other style can be possible too.Just that I must learn to make use of the technic and loosen up a bit so as not to be operatic. If not I'll be using my throat and tt hurts.

Tt's all for now.. gotta study..Cya & TC!
[Can't wait for Vacation to start!]

|*2nd Aug' 05*|

Morning go SW...swimming... breaststroke ok le...den for free style, teacher ask me prac...den the other pple learn using board..-.-..still not enough energy..grr.. den after c.a.t.s went to discuss the project.. den went to buy bus concession den went home eat le den took a nap..after tt prepare to go for SW attachment..

Went there...a lot of pple...coz got 2 classes..and the swimming team and lifeguard pple... den arh...saw 4 guys in my class..wah...sad-ed...grr...1 of them still call me 'pui kia'(fatty) wah laoz...i damn sad can! grrr...sad-ed..now they've seen me in swimsuit liao..the teacher say they doing stunts..lolx.. den the swimming team guy taught us a bit of lifeguard stuff... den we swam a few laps.. nvr go choir rehearsal.. coz they end le.. so went swimming.. den damn tired..shower den go home lo..

This few days i very tired arh...like rush here rush there...den a lot of things to do and study...lots of stuff to think also...haiz...so hectic la...den exams coming this and tt....project due and presentation coming....wah..can't wait for vacation arh...siao lo...super bz can!!!

|*1st August' 05*|

Had school as per normal,met Afizzul aft my last class den made our way to Edward's hse..lolx.. We missed a turn and took the backway up his hse...lolx..-.- Found out tt onli 3 pple in tha hse..& edward's not back yet. Perspire like mad,face flushed.. Nth to do so played wif zx's laptop. Ed's hse got wireless ma..so gud horx..hahazZ! Study abit,Slack ard for 1hr+ den went to eat..hmm.. at 1st nvr really mingle with the SMU peeps but after tt we joined table with 1 grp den we started talking lo.. den realised tt ms faye is sitting beside me..LOLx.. She choreograph 'Disney Dazzle' 2 yrs ago..haha.. What a small world huh..hee.. she sang for Orchard jam also..dind't knoe it was her..wah.. ed says she sings every well,den ask her sing den jw play.. Impressive manz!=D
Den ed ask me & fee to do harmony.. i can't do tt on tha spot la..lolx.. den faye ask me to sing melody den she do harmony.. she ask me sing 'Joy to the world' LOLx.. my voice like shut le.. but still in tune la..haha Very nice in parts.. She say my hearing very well can match with her harmony..-V- liewz..now like they've heard my singing le.. -.- den we chatted abt how ed got to knoe fee & i,den abt y he's always a slpyhead and aes choir pple, and the ndp thing lo.. den faye was telling us this abt this funny website... den heard abt the names pple call ed..lolx.. lucas was describing it..den i juz said 'womaniser' den he damn stunned..lolx.. kidding la.. the things i heard meant tt way ma..lolx.. We chatted lo..den laugh laugh laugh..hahazZ! Had a lot of fun la!!! 1st time had so much fun with this pple in their 20s..hahaha..i'm still young..=p Will nvr 4get lo.. A thought of it brings a smile to my face..=D Take care pple!!

|*31st July' 05*|

Haiz...actually planned to go church for 9am mass..buddenz...when my alarm rang at 730am i juz feel so sleepy i went back to slp again....and den alarm rang at 930am..i was wondering if i shld go for 11am mass..but again..i lazy...den slp...slept till noon...

The weather was not bad...so i decided to go club for a swim...practice my strokes.. Swam like 24 laps in total.. 12 breaststroke non stop,12 freestyle with a bit of break.. learnt to balance my strength exerted for freestyle,so my legs won't feel so tired..hahazZ...the sun was quite strong though...plus pool onli got 2 to 3 pple...so nice.. got a bit tanned..plus my stamina increased le..yeah!! hahazZ.. =D

|*25th July'05*|

*25th July'05*

Today really Sucks.. Got back my Chem and P.A.M paper..Chem can score 1 lo.. but i didn't study thoroughly tt's why get so low.. the paracetamol question killed me badly la...wth can! grrr... plus some careless mistake..-.-" Den P.A.M even worse..got 1 comparison qn..muz compare root and root,stem and stem..i compare root and stem.. sad-ed lo..muz compare same thing..den my ans diff..den wrong lo...I knoe how to do 1 lehx!!! ..threw away 10marks lo!!!! liewx...can make me get an B+ lo!!! wth..it really hurts... =`( haiz..the others..H.E?? haiz.. *worrying*

[Back hurts,feet hurt,Tired]
[Left Index finger got Blister,played Cello for 3 hrs..]
[Becca's going Turbo!!!,START STUDYING!!!!]

|*23th July'05*|

*23th July'05*

Today went to bbq at Fiona's hse... Met 4 other pple at harbourfront bus interchange den we go together lo.. Started out quite bored..den after tt more fun.. Ate till full le.. den a grp of us decided to go play bball...

Played for 45mins till the guard switched off the lights..-.-" Been so long since i played bball.. played team game tonight some more..lolx.. 1st time i play leh.. Then my foul throw got improve la..haha.. buy my shots are still not controlled..-.-" Super tired arh..my toes hurt.. cannot wear dunk low to play bball..hahazZ..got friction but no cushion.. Ohya..den i wear wrong thing.. polo T already very hot..den sitll wear jeans..play bball somemore..nvr wear belt.. jeans lose like wad la..LOLx.. but still can make some shots into the net..LOLx..it's like i played better than i played in sec school la..lolx..surprised..hmmm..had fun tonight..but damn tired~~~!!! haha...

1 more bbq on 1st aug.. muz drink more water.. haha..coz my voice change liao..zzzz..lolx..

|*22th July '05*|

*22th July '05*

ARH!!!!!!!!! Think i screwd up my H.E paper..sharks...-.-" I studied for it la...haiz.. The flower bed thing killed me can!!! why circle and not a cuboid or square??!! I forgot those formulas le la... arh!!! =( I could do the paper know...sad-ed... haiz... Now i really hope i could just pass...grrr...everything is nearly the same..*sObz*

[Becca having a headache]

|*20th'July'05*|

*20th'July'05*

Went to West Mall yesterday to watch Fantastic 4 with wx and ken.. the movie was not bad..juz not enough fighting scene? yahz...err..I like Johnny Storm aka Human Torch!!...heee -V-~Supernova~..muahahahazZ =D can fly..sumore..pro..

Was watching the 930pm news on chnl 5..saw edward's interview..didn't really catch it on time..also in Singapore tonight..haiz..later i watch the repeat 1 lo..LOLx.. something to do with the Arts thing ba...hmmm..

Can't wait for bbq this Sat,and bbq on 1st aug at ed's..lolx..Fri my H.E paper..grr..tmr my 1st 'voice' lesson frm a capella..heee. -V-

|*13th'July'05*|

*13th'July'05*

Suppose to go to NP to study..but called WX..den went to her hse study...budden slack la...got study a bit la...she fed me with 2 cans of coke light,biscuits and a packet of Ruffles..still got Bean curd...wth rite..lolx..canot go her hse le..lolx..maybe watch movie..hahaazZ =X..I feel damn fat le la..wth..i am fat la..lolx..grrrrrr......And she burn me the phantom cd..=x..

Juz played Reversi with her...siao 1...Lose until single digit..nth to say sia...i so Lousy!!! NO SKILL LA.lolx..so blind to her tactics..sianz.... played 17 games all lose....
Pathetic....

|*11th July'05*|

*11th July'05*

Didn't do any studying today..this week is study break la..next week common test... sad-ed. Planned to go swimming today..buddenz rain till like tt..wth la..haiz.. Played computer game,watch tv,eat,slack.. haiz..can't seems to sit down and study.. muz go sch tmr liao...-.-"

Juz now told Ken abt wat i tot Indie music was.. so embarrassing la.. wth..I told him at 1st i tot indie music was indian music..but my fren told me it's alternative music.. Den he began laughing like mad la..haiz.. Sorry arh..how am i suppose to knoe.. =S
Learnt new things from my mistakes..=x..

[Becca's embarrassed,gonna be teased..LOLx]

|*7th July'05*|

Had P.A.M prac test today.Screwed up my 1st station..Felt like an idiot sia.. Suppose to prepare a Hand-cut section slide.. we were given 10mins la..den i though 10mins is a lot..so i took my time slicing the stem to get the thinnest i can get...By the time i start preparing it..The teacher say Times-up le..stupid sia...In the end i got nth to hand up lo..screw it sia...stupid...-.-" Hopefully the 7 other staions of qns can cover that slide i missed out..damnz..That making of slide is a dead giveaway la...grrrr...

|*Initial D:currently no. 1 in my List*|

*Initial D:currently no. 1 in my List*

Went to watch Initial D at P.S with my 2 classmates.The movie is so COOL la!!!!It's a MUZ WATCH!!! TQ recommend..lolx!!! Since i dun watch movie often and it's the 1st chinese movie i've watched in the cinema..This movie stands TALL on my List of Fav.. LOLx.. Jay Chou is super calm can!..like father like son heex..den his best fren also damn farnie..LOLx.. The drifting is super nice..very exciting..for the 1st time i didn't check my watch..and got my eyes stuck onto the movie screen..hahazZ..The part when the engine died is even more sad than the movie ending.. I'm gonna watch it 1 more time. Or i'll buy the DVD..wahahahazZ..and watch the animation of Initial D..whoohoo!!! [AE86]

|*Blur Queen!*|

*Blur Queen!*

Hahahaha!!!! U won't believe what i did manz.. This morning at 130am i realise that I've got Chemistry prac and need my labcoat..and I juz soaked my lab coat in to chlorine bleach...wth ritez.. Then i no choice..spray a bit water to rinse the chlorine off lo...but not thorough enough..den i hang it to dry in my air con-ed room plus fan blowing directly at it...thank gudness for the air con..LOLx...

Den during Chem prac i smell of Chlorine la...wth..LOLx... My whole bag got the smell also...liewx..Next time if i wanna wash it think can onli do it during the weekends..LOLx...so Blur..

Becca the Blur Queen..
[Sad in the inside,Happy on the outside]

|*23th' June' 05*|

*23th' June' 05*

Time flies freaking fast..Now it's nearly the end of week 5...2 more weeks to my break.. den common test..Geez.. No test, classes still continues..arhz... Think I'm getting along better with those scientific names and terms bah..lolx..hmm.. work harder la horx..hahazZ..

Anywayz..I'm feeling more more like a Loner Again..which I thought i have conquered it..but I guess it was short-lived..What a pity..=[

|*21st June' 05*|

*21st June' 05*

Actually nth much to update la...hmm..maybe a bit...LOLx..Getting bz le...got 2 projects to complete,2 tests next week..and hmwk..-.-" plus CCAs lo...Choir last friday was not bad la..the new instructor more 'Normal'.. den also more proper la..but warm ups still NOT enough! Cello yesterday was 1 of the worse..every week use diff cello..nvm..buddenz yesterday 1 the cello kept sliding downwards..change to another 1 the strings juz changed..den not tuned..den so stiff..my finger can damn pain..lolx.. was so Out of Tune la...wth..grr... Anywayz... I feel kinda troubled la..haha...as usual la..got this period of time..

What the heck happened? i dun understand.. Thought everything was going very well...is it becuz of 'tt time' or wad??! I dun wanna lose our happy times when we're having fun,joy & laughter and the crappy jokes together..i hardly haf frenz tt i can be like tt with..=s

[Becca's Sad,Puzzled,impatient,frustrated]

|*7th June & 10th June*|

7th June'05

Met Ken and Yan Hong for supper at Al-Azzar Prata Shop..The choc prata and egg onion prata there damn nice..the service is fast also...gud horx..we crap a lot la..but after eating didn't tok much coz we all very tired...den saw jeremy den chatted a bit also...den horx...we wanted to pay de but we started toking again..in the end we left directly to the bus stop la... den realise we didn't pay la..LOLx.. Nobody went after us also...so we dind't care la..hahazZ..boarded the bus and go home le... I a bit guilty la buddenz...lolx..hopefully they dun rmbr us la..but i dun there go there now liao..haha..

10th June'05

Went back to AES to collect my O'level cert,den met YH at tha bus stop outside..near her hse ma..haha...buddenz take so long to cum..lolx...=X.. kEn class end late..so waited a while den go Cold Storage Railway Mall to wait fer him lo... After buying snacks we went to his aunt's hse to watch movie la.. Bad Boys 2 was sianz..coz draggy..plus we damn tired feel like slping.. After tt we started to watch Sex and the City..den interesting la...hahazZ..lolx...abit like Desperate Housewife like tt la..hahazZ..Anywayz..we eat and drink la...den Ken and YH kept Farting la...wth!!!! cOz they ate the LAYS Sour Cream and Onion.. buddenz i ate a lot also leh...but i nvr fart worx..hmm..haha..!! BOO!!! anywayz...they scared le so ask me next time dun buy liao...Grrrr...Went home like quite late lo..hahazZ...When are we going to continue watching Sex and the City again????!!!!

|*Sentosa:3rd Time*|

*Sentosa:3rd Time*

Went to Sentosa 4 the 3rd time within 2 mths.. Actually dun feel like going de..but still went lo.. Didn't expect to be so Damn few pple la...wth... Went with Ken..and Met Yh on tha bus..LOL... reach down there like nth to do...go water also nth...den we go cycling le... The cycling trail not bad la...buddenz i blur so cannot go other trail plus we dun haf tha map ..lol.. Anywayz... Some of the trail is under renovation la..haha...the Jungle trail damn shiok la..LOL..After tt when harbour front-pastamania for dinner...Had fun today yea!! haiz..Ken is onli a fren of mine..hopefully the other ppls won't think otherwise..lolx..wth!!!

|*1st June'05*|

*1st June'05*

Got my P.E this morning...which is Swimming la..haha...though i may knoe how to swim but not correctly...We learnt breaststroke today...step by step la...den foud out tt my technic is wrong..which is y i waste a lot of energy and not moving forward..after correcting my technic..found tt i can swim faster le...yaay...budden no stamina..and horx..think my free style also got prob..haha..next week..hehe..Also learnt how to trap la..as in float in water while stationery..Found out tt i can't do it lo..onli after like 10s den i start sinking liao...muz go pactice le..hmm.. it's time of buck up!! heh heh..
I really like my C.A.T.S class.. my lecturer is so cartoon la...he always go out of pt 1..but the way eh teach is kinda gud la..he throws us tough reality qns and ask us to give solutions.. Hopefully i can generate my creative cells this time..!!

|*1st week of sch report*|

*1st week of sch report*

End of 1st week in NP and my classes..Realise tt my lecturers are quite fun lo...some quite cartoon also..haha! No homework yet...had Chemistry prac yesterday...fun sial...but the report part not nice..coz i nearly forgot all my calculations formula..and horx...got Physics in my Horticultural Engineering leh...sia la..i sit down there stun sia...haha..muz start studying liao..lolx..Overall my course actually not as bad as pple think lo..Quite fun 1..Took swimming as my PE sport..wanted to take Tennis buddenz i too slow liao...dman sad..Joined choir and NP Strings as CCAs..Don't feel gud abt their choir..but giving it a trial run fer maybe 1mth? den i decide lo...most prob will stay in NP Strings ba..but practices will make me quite busy lo..hmm..=p

|*1st Day Of School aT NP!*|

*1st Day Of School!*

Found out yesterday that my 1st classes are held at the Botanic Garden...interesting eh?..lolx..Took me ard 1hr+ to reach there lo...late fer 5mins..grr...morning traffic..plus muz find the place..My 1st prac ard the garden was not bad leh..haha...The lesture also not bad...not as bad as i tot it might be la...Hopefully it'll continue to be like tt...hehe..=x After class which ends at 1pm...I went back to NP...to meet my frenz la..also to buy my notes..everywhere i go arh..i see pple i knoe sial...stop to say hi..haha..cool sial...got so many frenz scattered ard NP..lolx..When to NP library to slack..den borrowed 1 book..i damn noob sia..so paiseh...dunno how to borrow..lolx..complex arh..hahazZ..den haf dinner with 3 other frenz of mine..den tour ard the sports complex to see the activities...after a while den we go home lo...haha..Not bad for my 1st day in school..wahahahazZ..

Chalet

12th & 13th May
Sentosa Chalet:
Went to Sentosa after NP Convention cum CCA Fiesta.Joined the Choir and String Ensemble..thinking of learning the Cello or Volin..hmmm... Bought the untensils down..they say i saved them..coz the food going to overcooked liao..haha!! Started eating since i reached at ard 7+. Ate till 3+. Played some games to digest the food,also went to the beach for a while..Cum back cook again.. 3 of them went cycling.Left me and my fren..den we eat eat eat la.. den out of the blue heard a gerl actually scream out of passion la.. this 1 cannot be mistaken la...pple making luv..wah laoz..!!!! Slpt at 3+ the others went for bike cycling.. When i woke up my throat like burning sial... wah laoz.. A pity I didn't haf the chance to explore Sentosa.. That place change till i dun really regconise liao.. Went home sleep.. haha...now got cold..grr...Monday got LSCT Camp..I'll miss Survivor Finale!!! *Sobz*

|*14th May' 05*|

11th May' 05
ARGIVES OUTING:

Quite a mess,coz we're outside in town ma..hahaha!!..When we enter Cineleisure..There're abt more than 50 of us...or more than tt la...got security guard sial..ask us to split up..lolx! Most pple went for lunch...A grp of us went up to play in the Arcade..Play..so fun sial..After tt we went up to Level 6 i think..den decide wad movie to watch..But den..can't decide..GLs tok we dun 1 to listen..lolx..Then DH decide go Youth park decide...He suddenly do the Agives Oei thinggy la..But most pple replied leh..The whole level our voices la..lolx..every1 looking at us sia...i tot security guard will cum arh.ahah...so we quickly go..haha..In the end..some of Argo 3 went to PS i think.. den dunno where they go la..Others go watch movie,play pool...etc...i went for Vocal lesson liao..
My lesson was not bad...warm -ups was quite gud..though i very long nvr practice liao..Juz tt my songs i nvr go through it..den 4got..-.-.. Anywayz..my teacher once again reminds me NOT to stop singing..lolx..and say muz practice at least an hr a day..Den ask me not to play too much! Next lesson muz bring redording device..to record lesson..i dun haf...Who has arh?!hahazZ..

|*F.O.C:4th Day*|

*F.O.C:4th Day*
Last day liao...so fast sial..Nvr slp arh..but muz keep talking...coz will fall asleep 1..lolx..When breakfast haven serve arh..i was drifting off le la...Iwas thinking..'If they dun gib me breakfast i'm going to slp sial'..lolx.. Eat le...awake a while..den drift again..ahah..Went into the hall,took our belongings and gather for prize giving..Most of us took our slping bags and slp liao..lolz..Did the mass dance for the last time..not very gud..still got lost...the way they teach no gud.. Argives got the Most Marbles,BEST STORY!!! and Outstanding Grp!! Den got took Photos!!!den enjoy our snacks we've won!! Onli Argives stayed and enjoy the snacks lo..and chit chat..we like chat non-stop 1 lo...Other grps all disperse liao..Argives got strong bond arh!!=D It's the Best Camp i've been to till this day la..

Bleep Blop Bleep Blop We Muz Shitx!
4 Times a Day cAnnot Miss!
Shitx alredi Very Shiok!
DHs Shitx,GLs Shitx,ArGives Shitx!
Others EAT!!!!

|*F.O.C:3rd Day*|

*F.O.C:3rd Day*
2nd day was fun and tired,so woke up onli at 715am.Aft breakfast every1 went to play 'Pia Zui'! We're suppose to defend our tissue in cardboard frm being wet and teared. Den the attackers haf to throw water bombs at the opposing teams..Got 1 damn guy throw bomb on me nvm knoe..he hit me on my shin sumore...now got 1 big blue black..idiot sial.. In the end Eleans won la..Argives lost by an inch sial..Wasted!Lunch was better..den went to swimming pool for games.. Argives was leading la..budden dunno wad happen la..cannot find the ribbon in the balloon. 1 person frm each team muz dress up as our warrior.Our Campfire was actually disrupted by the rain la..We haf our skid performed in the lecture theatre. The 2 mcs super entertaining! Saw the NP principal,they left after 1hr..den arh..all the dirrty stuff all cum out arh..ahaha..At ard 11pm,we left the LT for the campfire site..The fire damn nice..for 1hr onli la...den go back to the Sports Gallery..Last nite no Lights Out! Shower also no restriction. Every1 went into the hall,complete darkness! Music playing,juz like Clubbing arh..R&B..Lights bands were thrown ard for us..den we dance our hearts out la!!!Damn fun arh...Learnt how to dance...cool manz..got Lotsa energy..Dance fer ard 1hr+ den went for supper! Aft supper went back to dance again..cool sia..My Argo3 nvr slp arh..aft dance we went to an open space to chat..tok Dirrty!Left for shower onli at5am..Shiok arh!!..Can take all the time to shower..By the time i finish it's alreadi dawn la..hahaa..Watch sunrise!Best Day ever!!!!!

M-A-Y *clap clap clap*
B-E *clap clap clap*
MAYBE *clap clap clap*

Maybe you think we arn't the best
Maybe you think you can kick our ass
Maybe you think you can beat the rest

But Argoes is here to stop you *clap clap clap*
Stop you *clap clap clap*
Stop you from being the best

From the roof,
to the floor,
till you fall,
Argo Argo beat them all!

A-R *clap clap clap*
G-O *clap clap clap*
ARGO *clap clap clap*
Argo search and conquer the land
Show the world how to be a man.

To the window....
TO THE WALL!!!

Till the sweat drop down my balls
All these bitches crawl
All skit skit Argo
All skit skit Argo
All skit skit Argo
All skit skit Argo

Engine engine number 9,
On the New York transit line,
If my train goes off the tracks,
Pick it up,pick it up,pick it up
LET'S GO!

Dalahap sadahap muda padahaer
Eh- oh...ARGO!
Dala suna judji jadahaer
Ai-oh LET'S GO!

Chori chori humkoriseh
pyar karengae
Chupke chupke biltibate
pyar karengae
Roti prata *ooh ooh*
Nasi goreng *ooh ooh*
Goreng pisang *ooh ooh*

Argo argo argo argo argo argo
ARRRRRRRRR......

REMIX!!!
[Guys]It feels like something's heating up,
Can i leave witchu?
Ladies...
[Ladies]I dunno what I'm thinking bout
Really leaving witchu

|*F.O.C:2nd Day*|

*F.O.C:2nd Day*
Woke up at 645am,freshen up..onli 7+..wake up time 8am..but we ks..haha..breakfast was bad, not my type..campfire songs are too familiar to me..lolx! Den we learn mass dance..i 4got to add, 1st day we got happy hour.We're blind-folded,den the gls will bring us to a partner.We cannot reveal our name,onli describe ourselves.I knew a guy was seated in front of me..budden he didn't knoe.. I nvr speak to him arh..until the end he tot he no partner..lolx..blur sia..Anywayz.. we learn our mass dance(2nd day).The steps are not bad..easy and not complicated. The song also nice..somemore got cheat code 1..haha..Aft lunch we played Will of Heaven.We've got 16 stations to go..but onli completed 6.We haf to complete the challenge,competiting wif another team.Den we muz BEG for marbles frm the game masters.1st stop is the water slide..damn fun!! It's double the ht of butter hill. Lucky we not need to play Butter Hill,NP butter hill is wif butter and oil..not soap and water.Smelly arh!!Played wif water guns also..den got cross the river,and ping pong ball game..Argives aim is to get 'Kok Kong'.Meaning a packet fill of marbles..We managed to get quite a lot..5 of us haf to finish the story of Will of Heaven.Our story damn farnie 1..we make the god die in his pantei!..lolx and got green bean also..lolz.Aft tt continue wif mass dance till 11pm and debrief! den shower..Shower damn jialat..4 gerls in 1 cubicle..shower wad sial...lolx..Slpt wif our hair wet..

|*F.O.C:1st Day*|

*F.O.C:1st Day*
1st day was a drag..budden got some farnie farnie incidences arh..Why a drag.. coz the moving time frm 1 place to another is long..I'm in ARGIVES,1 of the strongest grp..(Obviously..!) subivided to Argives 3.We've got gud GLs la..the 11 GLs of Argives are super great la..so are the 3 for Argo 3.We played Ice-breaker games on the track,under the damn heating sun..drank like a water tank,but was interupted by the rain.Lunch and Dinner was bad la..(Hate to say).The real fun began after dinner.They told us to knock b4 entering the toliet and we hafta go in even nos.Every grp's suppose to be inside an LT,but suay suay my grp 1 air-con breakdown,and they still put us inside to watch movie..after 30mins we strike liao arh..bobian we transferred outside..They like no backup plan lo...liewz..we can't be ouside coz of the nite walk ma..we can see wat's gonna happen den not fun le..

NIGHT WALK:
I went wif a malay guy la..he's 1 of the gud fren i've made la..he looks like araon aziz..handsome guy knoe..haha.. Follow the light sticks along the way.. Beginning i not scared 1 knoe..At 1st i walk in front,after kena scared i walk behind liao..We pakat..say the next time they tried to scare us we scream at them arh...den we reach the fms blk. he went thru the door,e ger scare him..she 4got still 1 more,den i scream at her la..she scared-ed knoe..damn farnie sial..i onli screamed twice la..when a guy grab both our calf frm behind la..in a dark corridor,i grab e person's shoulder damn hard la..hang dummy on the staircase,den dummy swing down..the toliet 1 scariest la..damn dark..den muz go flush toliet..i dun dare go in la..my partner ask me go i cna't move arh..in the end they take pic..wah lao..got 1 gerl she cum to camp in luggage and make-up la..tai tai,den expect a bedrm wif max 4 pple,lolz..nite walk she go wif 3 guys knoe..kns.

Shower time damn jialat..3 gerls in 1 cubicle..shower liaos itll so sticky lo..wth.. dunno wach other also muz shower together..haha...den every1 slp in the sports hall..

|25th' April' 05|

Managed to buy tix for Madama Butterfly!! Restricted view though..at least i can watch..haiz..$15..i not rich la..if i got money i'll buy a better seat..sad-ed. My vocal teacher is performing..so are my frenz..yea..hopefully they'll allow us to change seats den can get a better view..coz it's 3hrs with 2 intermission?!!lolz..Anywayz...I'm gonna MISS my vocal teacher!!!!She's gud....made my singing improve a lot in 4 mths.. She asked me not to stop singing...muz practice all the time..Hopefully,I'll enjoy myself in NP...and den maybe return to NAFA..=D If it's more marketable by then..*Prays*

|*Freshman Induction Day*|

Went for Freshman Induction Day for courses in School of Life Sciences and Chemical Technology(LSCT).It's a bit like Peer support programme for 1 day la...hahazZ..hmm..starts 45mins later..-.= coz of technical faults..but den the GLs are quite On la..cheer and cheer den brief us abt the coming camp..and abt themselves and their courses.. Also got speeches by the Director of LSCT,and introduction of the lecturers..plus everything we need to knoe abt NP,the DOs and DON'Ts.1 of the lecturer is super lame la..giving suggestions on where to walk as an exercise..bla bla bla..unfortunately he doesn't teach my course..den we're brought outside in our grps fer ice-breaking games..made quite a few friends but didn't exchange nos. la...The LSCT school has a new area,it's beside SIM,canteen food is gud..but den frm the way i cum,can say it's quite a long walk from the school gate arh!! lol!!All the new freshman,yr 1s are being called Freshies la...lolx..sounds like a brand name for frozen fish or something..lolx..Oh ya!..a few of the yr 2s rmbr-ed me arh...called me when they saw me..lol..coz i'm the last person to enter the F.O.C planned by the NP Student Union..=X -V!!!-Apparently some1 withdraw at the last minute(going overseas),so can say tt i was there at the right time..yeah!!

|* 14th' April' 05*|

Concert yesterday was okay la....but i'm not satisfied..coz i think nafa choir didn't sing as gud as it shld haf. PLus too many movements ard le.. Anywayz...today went to Ngee Ann Poly for matriculation exercise..my parents asked me to go to Ngee Ann rather than NAFA..well....i'm beginning to change my mind abt it...so i'm going to NP after all..NAFA too ex le...and i'm not really improving..hmm...maybe not yet.. PLus I've got quite a lot of friends in NP...got F.O.C sumore..so exciting....hmm...den can learn abt the school so won't get lost on the 1st week..and knoe who's who's and who's there..tt i knoe..wahhaazZ...=D But I feel like staying in NAFA choir or join the chamber choir..hmm....? >.<

|*11th' April' 05*|

*11th' April' 05*

Just 3 more days to the concert on wednesday night.Been quite a while since the last time i've performed in a choir..lol..dunno wad to expect arh..hahazZ..anywayz... hopefully i'll be 'On' form la...Anywayz...need to buy shoe..and i think a black blouse....white blouse with black looks dull and like a waiter...pray hard i'll be able to get 1 tmr!!!=D 1st time singing under the baton of mr goh...hmm..?hahazZ...

|*4th'April'05*|

*4th'April'05*

My daddy returned to S'pore last Friday.Good to haf him back after nearly 2 mths...but den i my not haf much freedom le la..hahazZ..=X Anywayz..Pope John Paul II returned to the Lord on Sunday morning (S'pore time).I dun really knoe him,but from the reaction of the pple ard the world,he's a great Pope and inspiration to every1 whom has been touched by him..There are many great deeds he had done,like bringing down communism in europe.[God Bless] =]

Back to today's event.Last 3rd practice b4 the actual concert on the 13th of April.The songs are better now...haiz....NAFA choir like a bit slack lehx..lolx..=X. hmm...anywayz...haven stated the attire for tt nite...grr..=s need time to get it 1 u knoe. Later in the afternoon,i went to S'pore Conference Hall for SYF.Went to watch the 2nd half of the competition.AES choir is the smallest lo...but size doesn't really matters as long as it met the requirement and the choir is balanced.Luckily they got a bronze...a sigh of relief from every1..No choir got a COP today..The Victoria School Choir ended the day's competition with a blast..the all boys choir was great la!!..the male sopranos are superb..lolz..They got Gold with honours..cool manz..

|*April Fools Day*|

*April Fools Day*

It's April Fools day...hahazZ...actually i've nvr really been fooled on this day till this morning..-.= My friend Samuel actually send a sms to some pple in tha morning saying tt he had gotten into an accident and fractured his right leg and was admitted to CGH.1 of the guy told every1 in class wat happened.Almost every1 believed,though we think it might be a prank...sam didn't come to class...so pple started to believe and thought of visiting him in tha hospital..=\ But after class,some1 heard sam playing his trumpet,in the end we met him at the entrance of the campus.Den our teacher for tt day came out,sam ran to hide b4 we can do anything..lolz...haiyo!! it's not wise to play 'lang lai le' u knoe...lol...But seriously,it's quite a gud joke though it's not wise..haha...

|*Easter Sunday!!!*|

Today's also the day of the Hope Jam event. Woke up at 930am and reached Fort Canning Green at 1145am.Nearly got lost,coz 1st time there.Gud thing my brain's working..hahazZ..Began to feel hungry,surprisingly got 1 AFUA member at YMCA mac so i got a double cheese burger..tt was my lunch,till evening i got a beef hotdog bun.Got stationed at 1 of the ticketing booth the whole day.5 ushers were attached to me..haha.. Sold 8 bks of tix,record and sign till my hand peng..-.= Got stung by moquitoes int he evening..gud thing i brought my Mopiko..haha!! ed saw it den shook his head,told me to call him if got prob.Anywayz..i took a break and asked some1 to cover my place.Tt's when i did the most careless thing,zx asked me to look after the 'money' bag as he needs to go away for a while,asked me not to carry it coz it's heavy.Left it on the floor with me beside my bag,took something out of my bag,left to buy food,when out to my booth den went back inside again.zx came to ask me fer the bag,tt's when i rmbr-ed the bag.Ran up to look fer it..Thank God it's there safe and sound,covered by an umbrella under the table.Phew.I feel so guilty la..haiz..can't stop apologizing..=\ Another incident is when i was toking to fee,i swung my hand and accidentally hit a man on his stomach.. lolx!!! I super stun arh..he also nth to say arh..lolz..aiyoo...dunno wat happen to me sial..hahazZ..tsk tsk.The event could be a blast,if it wasn't for the rain...wat a pity.Nearly gone deaf.. the music super loud arh.. my teacher msg me to go fer lesson somemore..den i say i dun think i got the voice..lolx..Left the place at 12am..lucky got lq's dad to drive us home..ed left b4 us..Anywayz...after the whole event i feel confused over something la..haiz..sad-ed..
[Jesus Christ is Risen Today,Alleluia!!!]

|*sAtUrDaY*|

Today was quite a bz day fer me....juz came back from Easter Vigil Mass in SFA.When for theory lesson as usual,den went to bpp to buy something.By the time i reach home,got no time to take a nap.Ate dinner and left the hse for SFA at 7:30pm.The 9am choir which i joined is singing fer the mass,so i go lo...It was 3 hrs long...surprised tt i feel so awake.Got quite a lot of songs to sing.hahazZ.It's my second time attending the Easter Vigil mass,still not really familiar with it yet..1st time celebrating it in SFA..hehe..Easter Vigil is like a reunion of La Verna Choir.Ex-members who had left came back,so fun manz!!!After the mass ended,the canteen is filled with food la...lolz..i didn't eat much,juz cakes..lolx..den my fren sent me home in a cab.Reached home ard 1:30am,slept at nearly 2am.Still muz wake up early fer Hope Jam later in the day..lolz..tired arh..so tt's all fer now!!! Gotta get some sleep!!!

|*4th March' 05*|

*4th March' 05*

Friday...loves friday coz there aren't many pple occupying the practice studios..hahazZ...practiced fer my songs...trying damn hard to memorise them...sing until siao sial...dunno my stomach can take it a not...my teacher gave every1 2 weeks to memorise the songs we've learnt...total 6 songs...4 in Italian, 2 in English.. including Dynamics..stress horx..haha...muz find the joy in doing it.. Was in school practicing till 5pm..left and went to orchard..to see what sale there is.. wanted to buy a bag...but unable to make a decision, so i called my mom down.. she told me she anted to go out too...so ask her come down lo.. haha.. so i bought a handbag frm OG.. so nice..really like it..=) my mama also managed to buy a new pair of shoes..Den we went to Heeren..i bought a watch fer myself..wah...can cancel quite a no. of things frm my wish list le..haha...yaay!!...still got Shoe! and clothes not yet satisfied..hmm..wat a day..hehe!=)

|*Release Of O' Level Results*|

*Release Of O' Level Results*

Today's the release of O'level results,the moment of truth.I really dunno what to expect la..I mean if i get less than 20 fer my L1R4 i happy le...Got choir in the morning...dun think i was concentrating at all la...received quite a number of well wishes lo..Thanks arh..! I also wasn't myself arh...didn't even care how much i spent on my lunch..haha...On the way to school,i kept telling myself and God tt I've really studied fer the exam and tt i shld get wat i deserve..When i get my result,i'm really overwhelmed! except fer maybe combine humanities..a C5..1 and onli C..really muz thank the teachers and pple who have made a difference in my life...and God too..=)

|*25th'Feb'05*|

*25th'Feb'05*

Met wz,ed,fee for a meeting.Fee and I were late coz we were in aes conducting choir practice. Met ed and wz at coffeebean(wheelock).1st thing i sat down ed asked me how's nafa and etc. He said he kept hearing the advertisment abt the open hse on class 95.All 4 of us chatted,den we talk abt choir and stuff,wz started talking abt the conductors,songs..wz,fee and i were frm choir ma.den got things to talk abt lo..den i saw ed face arh..i said: 'someone's feeling out of place.' He started laughing and said,'i can't sing for nuts.'den every1 laughed la...Lolx..After that,ed told me and fee wad we haf to do la..Found out that we haf to plan pre-match programme and half-time programme for the S-League youth team matches.Must come out with the proposal by 10th march.Goodness!!Must plan out the Logistic and Budget for the thing,and that the target of crowd is family.Haiz..i feel kinda scared..When i heard abt this,immediately i sense fear la..i told ed and wz abt it la..den ed says muz over cum it somewhere in life lo,den this kind of planning of events and stuff muz start somewhere in life la..sighz..Brainstorming!!..grr..

|*Feeling the Stress*|

*Feeling the Stress*

Wah..I'm starting to feel the stress...Now during ensemble class got songs to sing liao..more new songs to learn lo,den must sing 1 sop 1 mezzo lo:duet,also must practice with the pianist.Sounds like fun but it's a lot of hard work to make it perfect arh..Plus my individual songs and choir songs...performance coming up..stress arh...lolx!! Anywayz..time planning is important lo.. haiz....means that i'll have less time to go window shopping liao,even though Orchard is so near..=( Must work hard le...audition coming up very soon..Must Must continue in NAFA...*Jia You!!*

|*WHY AM I ALWAYS GETTING THE BLAME??!!*|

*WHY AM I ALWAYS GETTING THE BLAME??!!*

DAMN HELL...How many times must I go through this?!! I get scolded for throwing tantrum at ur face,what abt when u did that to me?!! I just kept quiet,said nothing,U tok so much fer what?! Purposely trying to make me angrier?!!!!Is that it?!Siblings quarrel U also care,STAY OUT OF THE WAY LA...no blood shed also...u scared wad??!!...Always use dad as a weapon to threaten me..make me feel scared....WHAT IS THIS?!!Getting me into trouble!!When I get U into trouble,U blame me..den now how?I got blame U a not?!!I youngest Nice to bully la horx..Bro's the one being inconsiderate,and now i'm blame for starting a quarrel over the comp.My fault la...Blame me very fun horx...i'm always the 1 getting the scolding....DID ANY1 EVER REALISE IT?!!!!How long do U think I'll be able to take it?!!1 me to die can....but problem is GOD dun 1 me to be by his side yet...Some1s selfish act has cause me a scolding,is it worth it?DAMN!!!MY FAULT LA...EVERYTHING MY FAULT!!!!

|*CNY in M'sia*|

*CNY in M'sia*

Was in M'sia fer the past 4days..in Ah Ma's hse,with all my cousins around(papa's bro side).The house very happening arh...coz so many young children..lolx..onli my bro and i are older children? lolx...muz play with them arh..hahazZ...damn fun manz..too bad didn't manage to take a group photo with all of them..Soo Cute sial!!=D At ah ma's hse...we seems to be eating 24/7...during my time there,i've nvr felt a bit of hunger at all! Eat durians la,bak kwa,CNY snacks..etc..plus drinks lo..I think i've gain weight le..jia liat!!..=S.Didn't managed to persuade my dad to go KL,so we went to Segamat fer some shopping la..wanted to buy a pair of Levis' jeans...but den i was feeling fat arh..so it doesn't fit la...haiz..!! Since I couldn't buy jeans..I managed to buy a new wallet,a pair of socks and a pair of contact lens.The contact lens there cheap ma..so juz buy lo...if i like wearing it den next time i go back buy more arh..hahazZ!!=p The service there also not bad lo...better than S'pore de..=D..Had So Much fun at ah ma's hse this year!!! Happy CNY!!!=D

|*Durian Feast!*|

*Durian Feast!*

Went to Ah Ma's hse in M'sia fer CNY.She saved us durians frm the durian tree she planted in the freezer..hahazZ...nice leh..We ate durians fer 3 days...madness rite?!..On the 1st day of CNY,my breakfast was durian...Goodness!!...frm day to nite,durians as snack..hahazZ...my bro and uncle went to pick durian in the morning..and brought back quite a number.My uncle still went to buy more..haha...Every1 was having a Durian Feast!!Now arh..I see durians I surrender liao arh...hahazZ!!

|*30th Jan' 05*

*30th Jan' 05*

Whao..I'm having fun during my time in NAFA...my classmates are funny,but some are weird..just weird..=S...During my previous vocal class,my teacher says that my voice is not loud enough...Oh manz..not loud enough?!...ok...i'll definitely try harder..lolx..She says that with my build,i shld be able to project a louder voice,juz like my speaking voice..haha...One problem is I just couldn't get the dizzy feeling and pressure on the bridge of my nose and my head respectively..I could do it last year..now i'm having trouble finding it back..haiyo!!! Btw,found out that i could reach the C note 2 octave higher than the middle C..whaoz..but den my low notes not that strong leh...haiyo!! Jia You!!
Anywayz ..i'm going back to AES to help out in the choir practices...don't mind helping out la..haha,but the school security damn strict,plus my bus fare is now adult fares..grrr!! and sometimes when i use 55 cents, the uncle will 1 to check my pass..damn! Got new choir instructor now...hmm..i'll try to go back when i'm free kays...hehe..[Work hard for the upcoming SYF! it's really important!!!]

|* 26th Jan ' 05*|

* 26th Jan ' 05*

It's been a long time since my last entry..coz don't know what to blog abt ma.Haiz..2 weeks no principle study liao..last week teacher sick..this week she haven cum back to S'pore.Sad..i miss not having principle study!!! =[ Anywayz...found out today that my theory teacher can be so LAME!Haiyo...but it's brightens up the mood of tha class lo...coz theory lesson is 1hr+,can be boring..so not bad la..hehex..Aural class is not bad too...my listening skill muz brush up!!..Music appreciation class is still a drag..the teacher speaks so softly,den always listen to music..damn long...she not interesting leh..haiz...but sometimes the songs are nice..so can cover up la..haiz..
Has been staying back this few days to practice my songs..haf fun with my classmates..haha...most pple thought i am a pianist there,but NO,i'm a vocalist.All stunned..wahahaha!!...hehex..Glad my teacher didn't transfer me to another teacher..muz practice...show improvements!!..den got chance fer July intake!
Have to learn French during Chorus,coz muz sing in French!Was excited abt it coz it's a nice language,but it's DIFF to pronouce it!! Italian is a bit easier..hahazZ..But the songs are nice when it's sung in these languages..hehex
I want to go Sentosa!!..misses the sun..always in air-con room nowadays..lolz..anywayz...got chance den go lo..hahazZ..

|*06' Jan' 05*|

*06' Jan' 05*

06' Jan' 05:Thursday

1st voice lesson and i'm late..grrr...seriously my time estimation sucks..There was heavy traffic all the way and a jam at PS. i ran once i got down the bus.Luckily my card can work.I don't know if it's really working though..lolx..oh well..and that room i was suppose to go to was like so faraway,i nearly got lost,coz i went to the wrong lift.HahazZ..but when i got to the right lift,i used to stairs instead,juz in case my card can't use..to save time la..den i couldn't find the room no. Actually i'm already there,but becoz i didn't see the door no. ,i walk away..but i came back and opened the door..and i was right la..haha...was panting and perspiring..lolz...muz calm myself down before i can start singing..haiz....warm up was bad..didn't breathe properly,but i think she was impressed by my ability to sight sing..lolx..anywayz...i have to learn a song in Italian..don't really remember how to pronouce it properly,but well still not bad,i could read after her..hahazZ..muz book room to do warm ups before my lesson,so..haiz...wait till monday i guess.Can't wait for choir on monday...whoohoo!!!

|*05' Jan' 05*|

*05' Jan' 05*

05' Jan' 05:Wednesday

Found out today that theory lesson is 1hr plus...dotx!!..lolz..45mins i can die le lehx..still exceed 1hr..lolz..nvm la...it's sorta a crash course..lucky fer me that it's a revision..hehex..Anywayz... tomorrow is my 1st voice lesson with my instructor..quite excited sial..haha..hopefully i remember where the room is..AND...hope my card works..if not die 1..muz use the stairs..lolz...bad bad..grrr...

|* 04' Jan' 05*|

* 03' Jan' 05*

1st day at NAFA:

Went to school today,although i've got my own access card,but i dun think they've activated it...grr..All the access course students' card cannot be used..so getting around the campus using lifts and from rooms to rooms is a BIG problem.A quick briefing my the H.O.D of Music..den vocal students are led to the theatre to meet our instructor.There're only 6 vocal students in the access course,only a total of 9 students in yr 1,2 and 3...so small huh..hahazZ..got our 1st lesson on thursday.Hmmm..also we must learn basic Italian..not bad huh..i'm excited abt tt..hehex..after that muz intro ourselves on tha stage to the yr 1,2 and 3 students..Well..i've got 2 friends in yr 2 and 1 in yr 3..hahazZ.Den this mr goh says all access course students to join the choir..so he listen tot he vocal students 1st..i became a soprano 2..no more alto..wahahahazZ..am i glad..kekex..coz he said i was struggling with the low notes..so..hehex..

|*02' Jan' 05*|

*02' Jan' 05*

02'Jan'05:Sunday

My 1st meeting as an AFUA member.Last night he called fer an urgent meeting,saying that he need to discuss the planning of the upcoming fund raising concerts for the victims of the Tsunami disaster.Met at the Arts House,raining all the way manz..den the JC pple nvr cum..onli 7 pple came fer the meeting..haha..finally i heard him address me by my name..lolx..lame nia..ask me go find the guy..-.= Halfway through,the guys say they hungry,so we decided to go to the cafe behind the Arts House,sat down den ask us to order what we want to have lo.We all stared at the price and say we couldn't afford it..haha..He wanted to eat ma...but we no money..haha..den he bo bian he say 'aiya,i treat u all la..' wahahahazZ..farnie nia..Talk talk halfway den Afizzul nudge at me say marcus works here.I stunned nia..haha..He tot wat happen knoe..den i say 'my fren'.Couldn't stop laughing..coz i really shocked.Sorry manz.. ...